Friday, September 29, 2006
mY baBy’s gOt a hEaRTbEaT

my trans-v ultrasound, and it was unbelievable. I saw my baby’s heartbeat. Like a small pea flashing ( pumipitik pitik ) - the flashing was already a sign that he is alive and with a heartbeat. It was a ‘ moment ‘ for me indeed. At just 5 weeks, I’ve always told that my baby must still in be in a ‘ blood-nothing-to-rave-about-form ‘ (sorry for the ignorance), but when I saw his tiny ‘ flashing ‘, it was so overwhelming. It was a confirmation that there is indeed life inside of me ( I know I might be stating the quite obvious, but I’m telling you, this experience changes everything ). This is something to definitely ‘ rave-cheer-ecstatic-shout ‘ about.